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I know my blog is dead. Rarely, or never has pictures. I blog boring stuffs. Still, I love to blog eventhough I know there might even be nobody reading my blog. Oh well, I blog to express anyway. Not to impress.
So if you find my blog is boring and lame or too emo, dont bother criticising because I wont give a shit about it.

owner Once bitten, twice shy Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it. I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality. Ibniputra's Syahidah

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I miss all the times we're all still together, like damn seriously. Missing how we always got ourselves into trouble. However, things changed. Some people changed too. I guess I changed too. Sometimes, I just wonder what can I ever possibly talk to them about and I guess that's disappointing because all of us never fail to be so kecoh and fun. I guess I'm all alone now. Feeling left out, definitely. ):

Still, I'm having issues about trusting people. Like somehow no matter how fucking close I think I am to people, I still doubt my trust to them. Still considering things, maybe I should just leave things low.

So wokays, I miss all the people that used to be around me all the time. I miss the fun times at work, which I would have to say the time when I hadn't realise that everything changed. School? I probably won't even go to that because I don't even have the slightest feeling for it. Attachment people are all great, including our CI who is extremely cute like a bear, also fun and knowledgeable. Most importantly, I miss my one and only dear boy of course. Will only be able to see him at work tomorrow night.

Anyways, tomorrow last day of attachments! :D I have to say that four weeks is fast but I think that's enough. Gynae ward was fine, thought it was boring and not much things to do but when I went for Obs, I think Gynae is better. Paeds was the best overall, however, excluding those irritating little anak setan that never fail to make my BP high. I love my Denise Mok for always thinking the same way as me in terms of doing bad things. Huhu.

Dying my hair red soon, can't wait! (: Hope it'll turn out like how I'm expecting it to be.