my place.
I know my blog is dead. Rarely, or never has pictures. I blog boring stuffs. Still, I love to blog eventhough I know there might even be nobody reading my blog.
Oh well, I blog to express anyway. Not to impress.
So if you find my blog is boring and lame or too emo, dont bother criticising because I wont give a shit about it.
{ Saturday, March 13, 2010
4:29 AM }
I am in no mood for anything now, and I guess for the next few weeks. I am so damn fucking broke. Work was a piece of shit just now with all the long queues and irritating customers. Plus an irritating bitch which really pissed me off today. Fuck, why can't life get any better? Not to forget a shortage worth of half of my money left for the rest of the month. Tell me how depressing can it be?
Paid shortage, now fucking broke. So tired from work. Now my whole body is aching. I need a massage but that will never happen. Tomorrow will be a fucking short day with baby after a whole week of meeting at work but didn't get to talk much. Sunday will be doing opening, something which I really hate because I disliked the idea of waking up early. Monday will be my birthday but my gut feelings tells me that it'll be a one lonely day. Don't ask me why, ask the people around me. I bet eldest sister will be busy because her bf coming here from Australia. 2nd sister check check need to work. My dearest boyfriend also working. Left me and my mother which high chance she's gonna be busy with he tv series. Tell me what can I do? I bet this will be the loneliest birthday I am ever gonna have.
Now with my body and mind so tired, I still can't sleep thinking about my life. I just feel like screaming my lungs out and cry like there's no tomorrow. There's nobody here to comfort me, nobody...
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it.
I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.
