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I know my blog is dead. Rarely, or never has pictures. I blog boring stuffs. Still, I love to blog eventhough I know there might even be nobody reading my blog. Oh well, I blog to express anyway. Not to impress.
So if you find my blog is boring and lame or too emo, dont bother criticising because I wont give a shit about it.

owner Once bitten, twice shy Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it. I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality. Ibniputra's Syahidah

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My life is just a piece of shit that nobody cares. Fuck and it seems that I'm quite useless in life. I cant do anything and everything. Everything bad that happens is always caused by me. Slowly, I know people dislike me. People always expect me to do something I cant do. And everything I do just wont be right for them, will never be good enough.

Honestly, for once today. I really feel like I should not live anymore and no one should stop me from doing what I want. I feel like praying and wishing that whoever would just take my life away. I am utterly disappointed with myself, my life plus the people around me. I really see no point in living. Besides, I also feel that I have no one to talk to. Even if I have, it doesnt make a fucking difference because people just listen, then okay, dont care. I do not even have a shoulder to cry on. People expect me not to cry, but still I am a human. How can I stop something which I have been since a child. I dont have anybody. I'm all alone. So I'd rather not continue this life... I know suicide sounds stupid, and it is stupid. But if nothing is to be done, then why not right. Suicide thoughts will be your only friend.