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I know my blog is dead. Rarely, or never has pictures. I blog boring stuffs. Still, I love to blog eventhough I know there might even be nobody reading my blog. Oh well, I blog to express anyway. Not to impress.
So if you find my blog is boring and lame or too emo, dont bother criticising because I wont give a shit about it.

owner Once bitten, twice shy Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it. I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality. Ibniputra's Syahidah

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I am not right. I cant think straight. I cant bring myself into studying Bio for tomorrow's prac test. I am filled with guilt. It was all my fault that the girl I can talk to best, the girl who never fails to get hyper and crazy, and always want to listen to my problem failed her test. I just cant bring myself to talk to her. I dont even know how to face her. It was all my fault. If it wasnt because of me being late, she might be able to get a pass. Look at me, what kind of partner am I? I was supposed to be there for her, but I was late, and it was too late that everything just went wrong.



I really dont feel like schooling tomorrow. I have lost all my mood for everything I need to do. I dont think I can ever forgive myself, if she herself cant bring herself to forgive me.

What kind of human am I? I had just caused a horror in someone's life, for one of the things that are important to her.



Even how I think that it wasnt really what I wanted, like heavy traffic, slow bus driver or anything. Which was indeed true, what happened this morning. And that the teacher should not have skipped names that caused her to went in first before I reached school. I am mad. But people say, dont blame other things or people because everything will only be pointed back to me.

I am still so devastated.