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I know my blog is dead. Rarely, or never has pictures. I blog boring stuffs. Still, I love to blog eventhough I know there might even be nobody reading my blog. Oh well, I blog to express anyway. Not to impress.
So if you find my blog is boring and lame or too emo, dont bother criticising because I wont give a shit about it.

owner Once bitten, twice shy Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it. I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality. Ibniputra's Syahidah

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I am not me when I'm in school. I am sometimes not me when I'm at home. I sometimes dont want to be me because the word me just disgusts me. Yes, I am indeed disgusted with myself. I feel like I've lost interest in everything. One problem not solved, here comes another one.
Why is life so hard? Why must I give up in everything I do and just breakdown? Why cant I be strong?

I do not know. But one thing I certainly know is, all the people around me is a pretender.

I dont feel like talking. I dont feel like doing anything.