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I know my blog is dead. Rarely, or never has pictures. I blog boring stuffs. Still, I love to blog eventhough I know there might even be nobody reading my blog. Oh well, I blog to express anyway. Not to impress.
So if you find my blog is boring and lame or too emo, dont bother criticising because I wont give a shit about it.

owner Once bitten, twice shy Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it. I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality. Ibniputra's Syahidah

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Sungguh the binget I tell you! I am so fucking pissed with the condition of my house right now, its super stuffy and dusty. Macam sial. Menyakitkan hati when I couldnt find my things easily in the lost world of the living room. And and I just lost my head band when I really need it. Like whaaat the fuck? Fucking irritating. And I bet I lost my contact lenses casing too, because I've not been seeing it anywhere around the living room. Ahhhhhh nabeh.

Binget binget binget. Been trying to go on a diet, but nothing seems to be working. Been trying to save money to get my dream phone. Been eating only a tiny bit of food in school just to save money. My hospital attachment's money has yet to be deposited after so damn fucking long. My rashes have been getting worst. School's been sucky especially when Pauline 'LOVES' me too much.

Dont feel like going to school tomorrow, work too. I bloody hell want to slack at home tomorrow. I am just so damn pissed off with everything right now I feel like jumping off the building. Plus, fuck the society who keeps on making people think that thin is healthy and thin is the way. Till this day, I am still obsessed with my body weight issues. I just cant control myself.

Okay enough. Gonna go find that bloody lense casing otherwise I feel like smashing things around the house. So looong suckaaaaas~