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I know my blog is dead. Rarely, or never has pictures. I blog boring stuffs. Still, I love to blog eventhough I know there might even be nobody reading my blog. Oh well, I blog to express anyway. Not to impress.
So if you find my blog is boring and lame or too emo, dont bother criticising because I wont give a shit about it.

owner Once bitten, twice shy Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it. I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality. Ibniputra's Syahidah

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Bloody fucked up mood. I dont see anything coming. I cant even get the slightest feeling of joy or excitement in anything I do. I dont have the mood for anything else anymore. I am all alone.

Cant bring myself to save much money as I've been hungry every now and then. Bloody attachment's money still not in, tunggu christmas kepe? School's always been a fucked up shit and my mind keeps on saying to hell with it when my Bio test is next week. So much of revision from my oh-so-wonderful lecturer when all she revised with us I can actually also read it up myself in the notes. I still cant understand most of it anyways. Time with Boyf is seriously and horrifyingly depleting. I feel like work is taking over me but still, I cant see a difference in my monthly salary. I've been looking a sicked and drugged bitch in school. I dont see a point in eating because I cant finish up my food each time I eat.

I dont see a point in living because all I feel these days is just to lock myself in a room and rot. I dont see a point in holding up my tears because I just cant hold it anymore.