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I know my blog is dead. Rarely, or never has pictures. I blog boring stuffs. Still, I love to blog eventhough I know there might even be nobody reading my blog. Oh well, I blog to express anyway. Not to impress.
So if you find my blog is boring and lame or too emo, dont bother criticising because I wont give a shit about it.

owner Once bitten, twice shy Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it. I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality. Ibniputra's Syahidah

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I wish I am not me because I want to be taller.
I wish I am not me because I hate my looks.
I wish I am not me because I hate being fat.
Nothing can make me feel better.

I wish I have a clean and smooth face.
I wish I am taller, because I sometimes feel sicked being small.
I wish I have a beautiful pointed nose.
I wish I do not have bulging out tummy and fats.
I wish I have smaller butt and firmer thighs.
I wish I am not fat.
I wish I am pretty.

I wish I dont have to always make you mad.
I wish that I can always console you when you feel down, but see, that never worked before.
I wish you will love me all the time.
I wish that you have not been keeping things that you dont like about me.
I think I'm totally not worth it. So now, tell me what do you look in me?
Tell me the truth honey. Make me feel better if you can..

I wish I'm stronger because I hate feeling weaked and depressed all the time.