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I know my blog is dead. Rarely, or never has pictures. I blog boring stuffs. Still, I love to blog eventhough I know there might even be nobody reading my blog. Oh well, I blog to express anyway. Not to impress.
So if you find my blog is boring and lame or too emo, dont bother criticising because I wont give a shit about it.

owner Once bitten, twice shy Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it. I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality. Ibniputra's Syahidah

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Do you know hard fucking hard is it for me to build my confidence and have trust in people? Do you know how fucking soft I am and how depressed I can get no matter how bitchy or revengeful I can get?
Just dont push me to that state, because it'll be the worst people would see.
I'm trying to swallow it all up hard honey, I've tried my best. But I have to say even the simple words can kill me slowly.
I'm sick of breaking down but that's me. I know you dont like it but that's already me.
I should be doing my work now and stop stressing myself out.
I'm sorry, it has always been me. Love you still.