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I know my blog is dead. Rarely, or never has pictures. I blog boring stuffs. Still, I love to blog eventhough I know there might even be nobody reading my blog. Oh well, I blog to express anyway. Not to impress.
So if you find my blog is boring and lame or too emo, dont bother criticising because I wont give a shit about it.

owner Once bitten, twice shy Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it. I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality. Ibniputra's Syahidah

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Can never get over it. I misplaced my fucking mp3 and only God knows whether it's somewhere in the house or outside, already having a new owner. I want to kill myself if I cant find it in the house. Then, was sooo happy to meet Boyf when my hopes suddenly crushed down when I found out he was going JB the day after national day. Well, I know he's going, but I didnt know that fast. And obviously he'll be having all the fun there while me, in Singapore all depressed and lonely, missing, and waiting for his return. To think about it, I cant even spend a day without him, or to be specific half a day.. How can I ever survive on days like that when he's out of Singapore the whole day not able to call, sms or meet me. Fuck. Life's getting unfair. Wait, it was never fair. I want to ramble all my way through today because I feel fucking pissed for I do not know why. I cant bring myself to laugh, smile or even eat.
Now, breaking down feels like the best way to release the pain.