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I know my blog is dead. Rarely, or never has pictures. I blog boring stuffs. Still, I love to blog eventhough I know there might even be nobody reading my blog. Oh well, I blog to express anyway. Not to impress.
So if you find my blog is boring and lame or too emo, dont bother criticising because I wont give a shit about it.

owner Once bitten, twice shy Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it. I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality. Ibniputra's Syahidah

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I was late for the meeting, and they didnt nag. Phew! Saved CMS files on thumbdrive then off we head for lunch at south canteen. It rained heavily and all, we stayed in school till the rain gets better. Then we headed to Novena and settled on at TCC. I swear it was freaking cold there and we spent hours in there discussing about our project. Halfway through my brain shut down and went for a five minutes sleep on the big and comfy sofa. After hours freezing in the cold place we changed place, just outside at the smoking corner because Satria needs to smoke. I was already like a zombie just now lah. And oh yeah, Farah didnt turn up today and the guys are not happy about it. I'm cool.. Like always.

Met Ibby around seven thirty and had dinner at LJS. Planned to catch The Conspiracy at TC but we ran out of time so we watched at Downtown instead. The movie was okay, quite nice. But I'm a little confused anyway. I had fun with the group members today. I had fun with Ibby as well, I love everything. The stupid joke, the laughs, the baby, you, everything. Love you so the very much...

Oh by the way, just to express what I feel right now. I am beginning to be able to build up my self-confidence back, and I'm very happy. I love myself and I love Boyfriend and I love everyone else. =D The past is the past and I've moved on, get it, moved on.. And I'm proud of myself. I am not perfect, but I am still better in every way. Not to look down, but you are insignificant now. Too bad hunnehhhhhhhhhh... I am now prepared for anything, just so you know that I wont be the same again.

I hope what I expressed today is the whole truth and not just to make myself feel better. I do not want to get depressed any longer and I'm sicked of having severe breakdown over something stupid, especially something which already has no value, totally insignificant now I hope.