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I know my blog is dead. Rarely, or never has pictures. I blog boring stuffs. Still, I love to blog eventhough I know there might even be nobody reading my blog. Oh well, I blog to express anyway. Not to impress.
So if you find my blog is boring and lame or too emo, dont bother criticising because I wont give a shit about it.

owner Once bitten, twice shy Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it. I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality. Ibniputra's Syahidah

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I swear I'm shaking right now due to some reasons and I cant find a way to stop it. My teeth is gritting against each other, my tears are slowly becoming a puddle in my eyes. I am completely lost for words. I am fucking shaking and I need someone to hold me down.
And that's what they meant by curiosity killed the cat. Blame my itchy fingers for clicking each and every one of it and I have to blame myself for letting my eyes see all of it, everything. Now, my heart is beating fast and slow irregularly and I am still shaking.
Stupid Syahidah, very stupid of you. You know you cant handle it and you're still curious to know.