my place.
I know my blog is dead. Rarely, or never has pictures. I blog boring stuffs. Still, I love to blog eventhough I know there might even be nobody reading my blog.
Oh well, I blog to express anyway. Not to impress.
So if you find my blog is boring and lame or too emo, dont bother criticising because I wont give a shit about it.
{ Tuesday, April 14, 2009
10:14 PM }
I am fucking mendak to core right now. I am fucking hungry. I am fucking malas. I feel so damn fucking pissed with everything today. I fucking hate to be alone. I am fucking lonely.
Good thing Adee is now on msn crapping with me. I miss school like alot. I miss the wonderful bestest classmates ever. I miss my girlfriends obviously. I miss my guyfriends, my brudderlups. I miss the times all of us hung out together. I miss everything. This goes especially to Tina, Kuu, Ezaa, Adee, Ajib, Jep, Nel, Dzul, Sal, Syaf & Amirah. I dont know if I missed out any, but these are the current ones on my mind.
Poly is starting soon and hell no I am not looking forward to it. I hate first day where I had to be friendly and talk around with strangers for the first time. And bloody hell my school is freaking far. If only I had some other friends with me along in NYP, but too bad. I'm all alone.
Kay bye lah fuckaneneh I'm fucking pissed right now.
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it.
I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.
