my place.
I know my blog is dead. Rarely, or never has pictures. I blog boring stuffs. Still, I love to blog eventhough I know there might even be nobody reading my blog.
Oh well, I blog to express anyway. Not to impress.
So if you find my blog is boring and lame or too emo, dont bother criticising because I wont give a shit about it.
{ Wednesday, April 1, 2009
12:33 PM }
Feeling damn shitty.
I'm just too deeply into you.
My mind is not straight, I cant think straight, feeling so pathetic. I need you.
I feel so destroyed.
I feel so irritated when she kept on bothering me, even when now I'm feeling down and I want to be alone.
The loud blasting music is not helping anything to clear off my mind.
Everthing seems to be noise, plainly noise.
Every calls I received just now was even killing me, because I thought it was you.
My message tone havent even rang since morning.
I need someone to talk to, but I dont know who. I'd rather be alone, because I just want you.
I sometimes think I'm just too stupid and useless, that I dont deserve to live.
Maybe Kim is true, that I never change till now. I just thought I changed.
I am so sorry.
Good thing I'll be having Mak to be with me today.