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I know my blog is dead. Rarely, or never has pictures. I blog boring stuffs. Still, I love to blog eventhough I know there might even be nobody reading my blog. Oh well, I blog to express anyway. Not to impress.
So if you find my blog is boring and lame or too emo, dont bother criticising because I wont give a shit about it.

owner Once bitten, twice shy Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it. I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality. Ibniputra's Syahidah

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No matter how much I hate to be in this condition, I still can't avoid it. I hate to say this, but I am very emo now. Tried to share some thoughts I have in mind but still, who can I trust? This makes me feel like breaking down more. I feel so ashamed of myself being so stupid all this time. And breaking down seems to be the only way to release all the heart pain. I want to disappear, I do not want anybody to disturb me anymore. Well, if people clever enough to know how to contact me or know where to find me then good for them. I want to hide from my problems for the time being, but I won't run away. I shall clarify things soon, but not now. Everything is in a very big mess now and I can't think anymore. Unfortunately, all I can do is stone.. And cry. I know this suck, so I'm trying not to bring up my attitude and make things go worst.
Gotta go to meet my girls now, they've been waiting for me to come down since hours ago. But I was too busy letting go everything in my mind and heart till I break down and forget time. Sorry my babygirls.