{ Friday, February 20, 2009 1:44 AM }

I was actually uploading the pictures for today's picnic but I changed my mind. There were too many of it and I only uploaded a quarter of it after so long, so I decided to save it as draft first and continue another day. Today's picnic was fun, it really made me so relaxed and I really have nothing stressing my mind. Supposedly only the four of us, Tina, Ezaa, Kuu and me but Rusydi tagged along too. Nevermind, as long Ezaa ader dah okay lah tu. I came down late that all the food was finished by the time I reached. So we just talked crap like always, and I learnt a new thing today. Haha. I love my girls lah. =D After picnic Ib came down and we went separate ways. Had my late lunch with Ib at Tenderbest(happy meal! happy meal!) until Visfer called about work. Lucky enough I didnt bring my working stuffs along for the picnic.

After eating Ib sent me home and I straightaway fell asleep for a while. Very sleepy and tiring day today. Ib is a weird guy who doesn't want to admit he is, but kept on saying I'm weird; for not eating chicken skins and many more. Tickle you then you know okay!

But yeah, I dont quite understand people, Ib and me is just friends, not more. But the fact that all these things is happening is pushing me more towards him since he was the only one to be able to talk to me sense. Please do not assume things. I know I am being very childish for running away from all these problems, turning down each and every calls and smses from almost everyone, and always changing topic each time this comes up. Because I am not that strong enough to think clear and solve this now all by myself. I dont know who to really trust, who to ask advise from and what to do. Call me a coward of you think I am. I just need to hide for the time being. Please.