my place.
I know my blog is dead. Rarely, or never has pictures. I blog boring stuffs. Still, I love to blog eventhough I know there might even be nobody reading my blog.
Oh well, I blog to express anyway. Not to impress.
So if you find my blog is boring and lame or too emo, dont bother criticising because I wont give a shit about it.
{ Thursday, February 5, 2009
7:22 PM }
Come on people, SLAP ME. SLAP ME. BRING ME BACK TO THE REALITY, MAKE ME STOP DREAMING. Congrats to you Syahidah, you wanted it so much that when it happened, you'll die. Fuck it man. Why is life being so suckish nowadays? I swear I feel like my heart was dropping out, and its not sugar rush. Its too late, nothing can be change again. All I can do now is just stone, get depressed again and again, get mad, and mourn over something's gone.
How I wish I can get numb now and my mind stops thinking. Okay bye, I'm gonna get out of the house and go anywhere alone, I need to chillax.
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it.
I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.
