my place.
I know my blog is dead. Rarely, or never has pictures. I blog boring stuffs. Still, I love to blog eventhough I know there might even be nobody reading my blog.
Oh well, I blog to express anyway. Not to impress.
So if you find my blog is boring and lame or too emo, dont bother criticising because I wont give a shit about it.
{ Tuesday, February 17, 2009
3:07 AM }
Basically, I had lots of fun today spending my day with Ib. He waited for me under my block then we proceed to Marina Square. We walked around and then ate at Long John. But that is when the bad mood broke out. We rushed to Dhoby Ghaut after that since we're late for our movie. Slumdog Millionaire is a nice movie, so I dont regret watching it. Movie finished we walked around Plaza Singapura. And went back Pasir Ris since there's nothing else to do there. I was so happy I saw Nelson, Nic and Aqai today. Miss them alot kay. Then Ib walked me home. Slacked with him for a while then he went to see the newly-born kittens outside my house. I would truly enjoy myself fully today if nothing happens, but too bad. Its my fault, I created the problem. And now I know I must be responsible for it, no matter how fucked up I feel about it. Itu customer kalau dapat jumpe siape memang dah sah nak mintak kene bunoh. Cibai lah sial suar musibat. Thanks to Ibni anyway for calming me down.
And I know tomorrow is a sure gonna be fucked up day for me. I know I confirm gonna feel like shit damn it. I just enjoyed my day yesterday and now, alot of problems came up. I'm planning to just make it a day tomorrow confirm dah macam sial, just let it all go. I'm gonna try and talk to Ayid tomorrow.
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it.
I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.
