my place.
I know my blog is dead. Rarely, or never has pictures. I blog boring stuffs. Still, I love to blog eventhough I know there might even be nobody reading my blog.
Oh well, I blog to express anyway. Not to impress.
So if you find my blog is boring and lame or too emo, dont bother criticising because I wont give a shit about it.
{ Wednesday, January 21, 2009
1:49 AM }
I swear my internet sucks big time tonight, now. Its wireless, and I think a third party is using it besides sister and me. Damn irritating I must say as I was the one who kept on getting disconnected from the internet. Even my MSN kept on signing in and out automatically when I'm busy chatting. Why oh why...
So I didn't work today, same goes for tomorrow. Went out with mother and sister to Whitesands and did some shopping at NTUC. Ate at Mac then went around looking through the watches. None seems to catch my eye anyway. If only they're still selling the old type of Adidas watch which I used to put on last time, I'd straightaway tell mother I want that watch. But oh well, too bad then. Went home, slacked and did the laundry.
Went out again at around nine and headed to Ehub and slacked at work. Laughed at the comic strip which George did with Adelin as the character. Then went in to watch Red Cliff II with George, went out shortly after that and went in to watch Ong Bak two. The show is quite boring, I only love to see the fighting parts. Then chit chatted with George then they said Imran was sleeping inside Hall 4, which already have been closed after the Red Cliff II show. So George, Azhar and me went in with the little shining light pen in the dark looking for him. And we saw him sleeping, and I mean it, really sleeping in the total darkness alone in the biggest hall there. Feels so bad seeing him that way, but at the same time I couldnt stop laughing. Lol.
Aight, sister will be working tomorrow and that means she neither can entertain me nor go out with me. I have plans though, but boring if I'll just have to go out alone. I wanna go get the mineral foundation powder thingy or something at Guardian or Watsons, but it depends. Depends on the price and the money I have tomorrow. Left with few more days till pay day, but I swear it feels like forever. Going broke real soon, I dont know if I can last till end of this month. Jia you Syahidah! ^.^
I know this might be random, but I think I wanna pick up Mandarin. I think it'll be useful because even at work, I swear its very irritating when the customer couldn't speak English and I couldn't speak Mandarin. So ended up we have troubles having to find the Chinese managers or Aunty Winnie or Chinese staffs to help speak to them. Just imagine if not even a single Chinese staff or manager is working. *shakes head*
I'm feeling so bad right now, very bad. I feel like I'm the most evil girl on earth that if people know I'm doing this they might despise me and make me vanish into the thin air. I have my own reasons why, which I do not know who to tell, and how to express it. And sure it hurts keeping it all alone inside my heart. I don't think people can understand, because its a very long story and very confusing and complicating that I myself got all tangled up sometimes.
I think I'm about to breakdown soon.