my place.
I know my blog is dead. Rarely, or never has pictures. I blog boring stuffs. Still, I love to blog eventhough I know there might even be nobody reading my blog.
Oh well, I blog to express anyway. Not to impress.
So if you find my blog is boring and lame or too emo, dont bother criticising because I wont give a shit about it.
{ Wednesday, January 7, 2009
7:50 PM }
AKU MENDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK LAAAAH SIAAAAKKKKKXXSX!
Fucking bored right now. Nothing is done because I ended up going out with mom. So tomorrow or bila bila aje lah yer~ I am so bored. Seriously bored. Very bored. Dead bored. I feel like giving up and just going to sleep, but no, I want to go to Ehub later and meet Aunty Winnie.
George told me to becareful because the manager might scold if they find out that I'm taking it for free. Aiyaaaaaaa, so leceh. -.-" But still, I want to try my luck. (: Positive thinking kay.
I am waiting for Ayid to call me. But no signs of it at all, ahhhhh bored. Aku rindu budak giler nie many-many.
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Guess whaaaaat? I'm currently shaking and I am fucking cold right now and I feel like pee-ing. I'm having goosebumps all over me and now I just feel like screaming and swearing. Like fuccccccccccccccccccccccccck! I am not ready. GCE O Level Examinations will be on 12th January 2009, Monday. Kendra told me then she gave the Channel News Asia website and its fucking true and I fucking still can't accept it. Shit. Cibai. Fucking shit and I still not ready to face the music and my heart is pumping like a machine like damn fast. AAAAHHHHHHHHA! *cries, breathless, screams, slaps forehead, swearing, faints and everything else*
I need to talk to Ayid right now to make me feel better.
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it.
I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.
