{ Sunday, December 28, 2008 11:24 PM }

I am currently very bored right now and I do not have anything to do. I do not know what to do and that what makes me very bored. Serious shit kay.

Few more days till the rest have to get back to school, awwwww. I still remember how anxious i was to get back to school earlier this year. I want Secondary 4 to repeat again pleeeeaseee. I met Muhammad Syahrizan the other day in the afternoon to pass him the Sec 4 books, and I went down without bathing. LOL kay, what do you expect? he called me at 11 a.m to inform me that he's coming over soon. I said okay, put down the phone. And get back to sleep. He called me again at 12 p.m, saying that he reached already. I put down the phone, and panicked. But i ignored and went down. Good thing he doesn't care. Haha, that's why I sayang Izan alot alot. Alas, I forget to pinch his cheeks which me and Tina is always going crazy about.

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I miss my internet boyfriend cum webcam boyfriend, George. On the internet ONLY. He would usually be the one accompanying me in the night and making me laugh like an idiot staring at the laptop screen. And he said my facial expression and what I'm typing to him at MSN doesn't match at all. And and I still remember the first time I webcammed with him, I accidentally enabled the visual effects and a cowboy hat was placed on top of my head. Then he laughed and laughed like nobody business and kept on teasing me about it at work. And that day he disturbed me about something and called me liar over the walkie. He was like, "liar liar, come in over.." I replied only after a few times repeated the same thing. I said, "can I know who is liar..?" He said, "so you want the whole Cathay to know ah? Its the minibar girl today.." I bet the everyone who hold the walkie that night heard it lah, even all the projectionists. Therefore, the whole Cathay knows. Haha, George bin Suhaimi, come back soon.

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I was very semangat just now because i said i wanted to wash my clothes. And i wanted to exercise. And this and that. But ended up, nothing is done. Lol. I am utterly depressed because i do not trust the weighing scale anymore. It shows that I loss weight. But i feel like its the other way round. I swear I feel like I am getting fatter and FATTER. The butts and thighs are getting bigger. The tummy is bulging worse than before. And i really dont think that this is just an imagination. However, everyone have been saying things the other way round. People say that I am small and thin. That at work people call me kecik. Even Cikgu Lat says that i look smaller than before. Even bf said that I'm not fat. Mom said I'm not fat. I just dont knooooooooow. Is everybody going blind or am I getting crazy?

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Dearest Nurfatinah binte Ramdan, take good care of yourself when you're in Dubai. She's flying off tonight and i'll be waving off at her when she's going out later at midnight. Gaaaaaaaah~ I am so gonna miss my all-in-one gf. I would like to get a camel as a souvenir. (: