my place.
I know my blog is dead. Rarely, or never has pictures. I blog boring stuffs. Still, I love to blog eventhough I know there might even be nobody reading my blog.
Oh well, I blog to express anyway. Not to impress.
So if you find my blog is boring and lame or too emo, dont bother criticising because I wont give a shit about it.
{ Saturday, September 27, 2008
12:01 AM }
i am currently chatting with jep & zul. both are helping me by trying to be a good listener to all my nonsense. i'm feeling a lil' depressed, mix in with confusion and sadness, plus a lil' fucked up. oh no, oh my. the wires in my brain are jumbling up and i cant think straight anymore.
lets just dont talk about my prelims. i'm going down the drain.
die syahidah, die.
i'm confused, i'm stucked in between. i fell down into a big hole and there's no way out. no one is here to help me out. they can only listen and calm me down.
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i dont know why i sounded so jiwang but heck, i dont care ah. jep has been my favourite talking partner about my problems but yeah, he's offline now. -__-"
i still remember the first time ever i went out with jep, dzul & ajib in sec 2. we were talking about what we would do if we are emo/pasrah, and ajib said, "aku kalau pasrah nanti aku mandi ah". s'thing like that but its funnyyyyyy. then dzul and jep said, "jadi kirekan kalau kau tak pasrah kau tak mandi ah ni".
HAHA. that's the first time i went out with them to get to know them.
just memories for me to giggle after when i'm down. HAH. [=
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okay, bye suckers!
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it.
I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.
